BIG MISTAKE!

 I had been having a hard time lately. Once you start getting bigger projects, you can't simply make mistakes otherwise they will turn in big monetary loses and a huge stain on your reputation. People would think you are not professional and won't trust you or even consider you for more jobs. I say this because in the past months, I had an extreme load of stress due to job and personal issues. I was so overwhelmed that I almost lost my job due to big, big mistake, I had to compromise on a salary deduction and basically not to do any other mistakes, not even minimal. Fortunately my stress rollercoaster has eased and I feel better, as per being winter, work flow is just slow. I always try to learn for my mistakes. I have narcissistic tendency, so I get very hard on myself when this type of events occur and I can't handle failure very good. So I avoid at all costs to make the same errors, as on the other hand I make mental notes on stuff that I am not very good at and I focus and double check on my problem areas. Last month I was able to pull off a complete project with 0-3% errors. So I am really proud of it, since I was feeling awful for my past fault. 

All this comes to mind, because suddenly I had been reached out randomly for information and potential freelance projects, that due for me sharing finished works through my personal social media. I hope in a near future I can post about how I was able to complete such projects.